Life In Mono

Oh I miss these guys!
I think this is the first American TV Series that I really loved.
I would kill just to be home before 8pm to watch this 40-minute heaven.



Cast of the award-winning TV show, POP-U-LAR.
My favorites here are Nicole and of course, Mary Cherry! :)

I remember my 1st year High School class mate who looks like Mary Cherry.
Yeah, yeah. Those were the times.

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Fellas, meet my Thesis group mates-



Never had the time to edit this image, crap.
My family- counter clockwise:

Lea, Arden, Jedd, Trixia, Angela and Kay :)

Oh my gooood! Finally, I've witnessed what the fuss was about! Indeed, GREY'S ANATOMY is the greatest TV show on the planet, next to Encantadia. Pop-U-lar and That's So Raven come in third and fourth. Anyways... so there, no classes yesterday, just stayed home (which rarely happens) and watched the DVD I borrowed from my supermegabelovedfriend NOW, Jeiel. Ok, that DVD thing has the first two seasons and I only got to watch until Episode 3 of Season 1, I dunno, I'm so slow. I kept recalling some scenes and I kept jotting down all Dr. Grey's realizations :)

Ok, it has a very intelligent story, I swear. Each of the characters has this unique thing in them, I can't really explain it but every doctor possesses a 'something' that the other doctor doesn't- except for Grey and Sheperd- both of them are lustful but Grey knows how to resist, haha, she's cool! :) Tears started rolling down my eyes during the last few frames of Ep.2 when the song "Somewhere Only We Know" supported the scene and that's the time when I got beautiful words from Grey.

You know, I have this thing for doctors. Yeah. That's at the top of my list of dream boyfriends- a doctor. My kapatid, Lea Valdez has a thing for both doctors and lawyers, as for me, I love doctors- because they're so clean. I LOVE CLEAN GUYS! Even if they are rock stars as long as they're clean like MCR's Gerard and PATD's Brendon. 2nd to my list of dream boyfriend is a radio DJ, 3rd would be a drug addict. Weird, huh? :)

My TOP 3 Favorite Doctors
George is delicious :) not just that, he's also... what? Funny and cool.
Izobel is HOT- I don't normally say that to a girl, but there, I just did.
I like "Izobel" more than "Izzy." Anyhow. And Meredith, she's the greatest :)

The name is Gerard Way
and he is my chemical romance.

 

This is heaven to me.

I HAVE THIS THING FOR PEOPLE WHO KNOW
WHAT REAL ROCK IS. 
CHECK OUT THEIR VIDEO FOR THE NEW SINGLE
"FAMOUS LAST WORDS"

HE SOUNDS SO CUTE ON THE HIDDEN TRACK
"BLOOD"

I WANT A THE BLACK PARADE ORIGINAL CD
SOMEBODY GET ME ONE! :)

Saw cool music videos earlier today from 2 hot-hot newcomers, Jesse McCartney- not so new but yeah to some who don't know what his songs are, he is new- and this Pinoy talent Chris Cayzer with his song "I Got You," well it's a nice song off the acoustic-pop genre, sounds like he's the new Paolo Santos or something. BUT oh, he is cute! Yeah, cutie boy. Hehe :)

On Jesse's video- I'll be putting that video here soon, I just don't have an access in Youtube right now. His new single is "Just So You Know" and it reminds me of that guy whom I sent this song to weeks ago. The video is kinda heartbreaking, Jesse's character is so into this girl who has a boyfriend and the three of them happen to be together on a trip and Jesse just kept videotaping the girl but he can't come near her because she has a guy, oh that's sad. Just try to catch the vid. It's nice. Great ending though. Just so you know, this feeling's taking control of me... and so on.

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Celebrity Crushes- oh I have a lot! I don't know how to start, ok, here goes... There is this new Enervon Multivitamins TVC and the guy talent is sooo hot! I have this thing for guys with thick eyebrows and his is absolutely perfect! He looks like that guy in Mean Girls. Then Starstruck 4's Paulo Avelino and Mart Escudero are to die for. Gerald Anderson has been my crush since May and seeing him in his trunks is mouthwatering! Who else? Of course, Gerard Way of My Chemical Romance is my sex fantasy. Oh and Brendon Urie!!! Great huge, white ass. There's this pic of his ass close to waving "hello" on the net. Hehe. Fuck!! Breathe.

...this thing you call love, he smiles way too much but-
I'm glad you're on my side, sure I'm glad you're on my side
still.

Ladies and Gentle Dogs, WELCOME to-

ARDEN KHAN's 6th ANNUAL YEAR-END MUSIC COUNTDOWN TOP 50:
The singles that made this golden line-up for the year that was 2006.

1. BAD DAY- Daniel Powter

2. BEEP- The Pussy Cat Dolls feat. Will.I.Am

3. TOO LITTLE, TOO LATE- Jojo

4. WHO KNEW- Pink

5. BE WITHOUT YOU- Mary J. Blige

6. I'M NOT MISSING YOU- Stacie Orrico

7. IRREPLACEABLE- Beyonce

8. JUST FEEL BETTER- Santana feat. Steven Tyler

9. ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE- Sheryl Crow/ Sting

10. JESUS, TAKE THE WHEEL- Carrie Underwood

I got the chance to watch GMA-7's "Atlantika" last night in full- you know, I'm a big 'kapuso' fan but lately I'm not really interested in their drama shows except for "A Rosy Life" and "Bakekang," the shows I get to watch in the bus every night upon going home. Going back to ATLANTIKA, man, JEAN GARCIA is timeless! I didn't know that she plays 2 characters in that show, the puny kind which is Celebes and the tough kind, Celeste. I don't know what happened to the Celebes character but the one that I got to watch last night was the tough character- Celeste and the TOUGH version of the one and only Miss Jean Garcia. Yes, I love Jean, she looks like my mom, well not quite, but I love actresses who play 'mataray' roles. And KATRINA HALILI, oh god you are my ultimate favorite local teen actress to date! Bow, bow, bow!

STARSTRUCK- The Next Level (Season 4) has a great line-up of future idols, I swear! It's like comparing this season to the 5th season of American Idol- walang patapon- from Melissa to Taylor. BUT, talent wise, this batch needs some booster. PAULO AVELINO is to die for, oh lord.

ABS-CBN is captivating my heart little by little. I don't really like Kapamilya shows but when PBB-Teen Edition sprung and this Gerald Anderson came in the way, man, my heart belongs to you now. This year, they came up with this teleserye entitled "Sana Maulit Muli" and I got to see the full trailer last night and man, I was impressed. My friends say that it has copied the film "If Only" big time but I never got the chance to see the film, so there. But anyways, Gerald is hot, the story is nice, I think. So there. Man, Gerald. Oh!

Back to school for me... life.

Controversy has always been MMFF-P Gabi Ng Parangal's tag team.

This season is the worst one I've had! I mean, look, I am a BIG- as big as my, well...- FAN of the MMFF and I don't believe the fact that I haven't seen a single entry for this year YET. Goodness. Ok, so last night the much awaited Gabi Ng Parangal took place and as expected, everyone was ranting about the outcome. Let me hook you up with a quick recap on the things that happened then.

THE WINNERS: 

"Kasal, Kasali, Kasalo" is Star Cinema's comeback effort after Bautista's "Dekada '70" in 2002 that LOST big time to Monteverde's "Mano Po." Named 2006 Best Festival Director, Jose Javier Reyes created this film with the help of real-life sweethearts Judy Ann and Ryan. "KKK" also gave Judy Ann Santos her FIRST MMFF Best Actress award plus these following tiltes- Best Supporting Actress win for my favorite Miss Gina Pareño, Best Screenplay, Best Story, Best Movie Theme for the radio hit Hawak Kamay, the prestigious Gat Puno Villegas Memorial Award and the Quezon City Gender-Sensitive Award and not to forget it's 2nd Best Festival Picture award. Now the controversy begins here- the lady who accepted the 2nd Best Picture award said these words, "Para sa amin, kami parin ang Best Picture..." and yes, the smell of black coffee was strong last night. 

OctoArts and M-Zet's "Enteng Kabisote 3" lost to Violett Films' "Tatlong Baraha" for the Best Visual Effects and Best Make-Up awards BUT kicked asses as Bosing ran away with the BEST Festival PICTURE award. And oh, guess who accepted the award... the lady bug, Angelica Jones. Crap! Well, it's not her fault people from Enteng went home already. I guess they were just hoping for the Visual Effect and Make-Up awards. Hehe. Unexpectedly they won a pot of gold. :)

Monteverde's "Mano Po 5 (Gua Ai Di)" really needs some gas. I swear Mother, everyone is sick of Mano Po already. LOOK, I am a BIG Regal fan, I swear. Ate Renee once called me a "Regal baby" but look, Maricel (my ultimate favorite actress), Susan, Vilma and zsa Zsa are enough for these. Let's not make another Mano Po next year, shall we. Let's just do a, what? "Santiago," setting's in Chile or "Ulan Baatar" in Mongolia. That's hot. Hehe. But, hey, what do you know, Mano Po didn't leave the scene empty-handed last night, they bagged in the Best Cinematography, Best Sound Recording and Best Musical Score awards. Great! I love you Mother!

Other winners include another Mother creation "Shake, Rattle and Roll 8" winning 3rd Best Picture. Cesar Montano and another favorite of mine, Johnny Delgado who worked hand-in-hand for CM Films' "Ligalig" both won Best Actor and Best Supporting Actor respectively. I forgot who got the Best Editing award. Oh, Best Float went to "Tatlong Baraha," so 3 awards under Madamme Violett, eh?


I have yet to see Zaturnnah Ze Movie, Kasal, Kasali and Enteng. Oh, Ligalig and Super Noypi! :)
Happy New Year everyone and watch out for my Year-Ender Music Countdown :)

Ok, so I still can't get a good access at the Multiply site, what is wrong?

I had a good conversation with myself earlier today, I was wondering... mukha ba akong hindi pang-seryosohan? Well, who cares. If that's the case then I'll just leave everything with the DOG and open my 2007 with a real hot 'paputok.' Come on, I'm too old for sex. I need a guy who will consider me as the love of his life, the man he's been waiting for and so on.

Oh and I have this big crush on the My Chemical Romance front man, goodness, delicioso!

God, I feel so stupid today! What else could be worse? They're making me go nuts. I'm like a shit that no one can look at. This is so nut fun, I swear. No word, no bubbles in his head, no me in there, oh crap, where the hell am I? Boys suck, they make me feel like I'm just a person behind big No Entry signboards. I have to cut this thing now. Damn. Plus, plus the fact that I can't smoke! Can't release, oh!

And I can't open the Multiply site. What is wrong with the world?!
Boys suck, boys suck, boys suck.

So I had a good Christmas. Well, not quite. We went to my Ninang's house yesterday, had a big family gathering. Fun and food overload, kwentuhan here and there as if we haven't seen each other in ages. Every year I experience a very merry Christmas because I always spend the whole 25th with my family and relatives and you don't have any idea how I love these guys. But this year is different for some reason I don't know. Probably because I'm down with pneumonia, I had to be particular with the food I eat. And my heart, I don't know what was wrong with it but I was so down and was feeling empty last night. Whose name are you crying for little heart? And my cousin is a lucky bitch! She got herself a new phone- Motorola something and it's one of my dream phones. I love the blue light! Haay. One day I'll fly away. Drama mode. Hehe.

Oh check this one out! This My Chemical Romance track made me *huhuhu*
And the last line goes: 'cause the hardest part of this is leaving you...

( My Chemical Romance- Cancer )

Ok, so here's a list of people who made my 2006 a real hot one, you know, made me cry, made me feel stupid, made me smile, made me happy, made me feel sexy and stuff like that. And oh, these are the people I consider my angels who are going to make this Christmas a happier one, well I'm not saying that last year's wasn't happy it's just that I believe I have to make each Christmas a happy Christmas, you know... ok, enough talking.

Family, Relatives, Cousins- yours are the names I always mention when I pray to God every night. Thank you for teaching me how to be holy! Yeah! And The Holy Bible indeed is the best book. Sweet!

School mates, friends, best friends- at least I know I'll be receiving lots of Christmas greetings on the 25th. I'm not a loner. I ain't living a "life in mono" after all. Hehe :) thank you sooo much. School mates- PCC people, fellow Student Council people in UST, friends, best friends- Mei, LT, Inna Pok Pok, Kaye oh and a lot of names are popping out of my head right now.

My inspirations, books, the media (radio, TV, films)- well, keep doing what you think is good. Radio, damn you are my biggest love. You're the one I'm always with wherever I go. Thanks for keeping your "lights" on me every night when I sleep.

GEEs- it's our first Christmas together. Happy thesis! More bondings. Pag mayayaman na tayo, maliligo tayo sa katas ng ubas :) special mention kayo, ma-touch naman kayo minsan. Kahit minsan lang. Go.

*Kay, thanks for the palawit-sa-cellphone gift :) naaaliw ako!

ABSC and SDP- it's out what? already our 3rd Christmas together, scream with me! Thanks for introducing me to the world of politics, yeah baby! And of course, good public service. Asus. Heto nanaman. My term is about to end, I can't thank the AB people enough for putting their trust on me- or did they really? Well, that's life... that's politics.

*Ate Renee! The boxer shorts you gave me is screaming "I'm Mother Earth, get on top of me!" I love it! :)

Livejournal- you're a god. Thanks. :) and to the people I've known here, to them who kept reading my entries- I tell you, those/ these are never just entries- they are my life, my heartaches, my emotions and my soul. Lucky you. Not everyone would allow strangers to just read through them like that. Hehe :) I love you guys.

Oh, boyfriends, ex-boyfriends- yeah. Cool :)

Crushes- well, I have one crush right now and seriously, this guy is hot! I think you know who you are. Let's go out and eat Bibingka! Damn I miss one. :)

*Well, you know what's sad about crushes that's why I hate having one? It's the fact that you can only admire them and consider them as your crush and forever live with it like that. Haay.

Strangers- hello strangers! Thanks for passing by my life!

Merry Christmas everyone! Merry, merry Christmas :)

I'm feeling ill. I'm dying. F*ck!

Ok, still I went to UST for two reasons:
Paskuhan with the GEEs (my first time to spend it with you bitches)
and Paskuhan with all the Thomasians who have been part of my 2006!

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Dear Crush,
I have a big crush on you!
From: the one who has a big crush on you!

Ngayon lang ako nagka-crush na ganito. Waaah!

My Chemical Romance's "The Black Parade" album is god.
I have yet to get an original CD copy of this one.



The M.C.R. front man sure is sizzling!
Don't you wish he was all over you?

This is one of my favorite records in the album--->>> I Don't Love You
I've uploaded the live version of the song on my Multiply video collection.

I just realized that the best gift I could ever ask for this Christmas is the thing called 'contentment' and for me to finally appreciate 'singlehood.' Good men don't exist; one always has a serious case of infidelity on his records. Who's ready to be a real good man for me? Anyone? Stand up!

Ok, so I'm single and I guess I have no plans of getting hooked to anyone yet. Not now.

Good lord! He texted me yesterday morning! Waaah!!! The timing the text got in was perfect. I was in that very boring Spanish class reviewing for a quiz while thinking about the pre-pageant preparations and then everything became yellow and light! Weee! Oh, this I got from yesterday's class and I'm sending this one out to you :)

"Innocente De Ti" which means "I'm innocent about you." Naks naman! :)

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I got myself copies of "The Black Parade" and "A Fever You Can't Sweat Out" albums.
Pirated ones... hehe :)

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The MMAB Pre-Pageant is over! I can't believe that I'm not in school today! Yeah, for once in my life I had the so-called "rest day." Sweet! Congratulations to my ABSC Family and to Artistang Artlets- wonderful production! Oh, to the candidates, I'm so proud of you all, especially my block mate- Miss Communication Arts! Mwah! :) Ooh la la, Mr. Economics- you are a saint :)

I'm still not feeling well. Gagaling pa ba ako?
'PASKUHAN' na bukas! Merry Christmas UST! Fireworks tomorrow, weee!

I was on the phone with Drew earlier and we fixed things up. Ok, so here it goes. We have been caught in a very strange relationship. People who witnessed our 2004 love affair thought we got back together and people whom I knew just recently kept in mind that I have a new guy. Honestly, Drew and I are not accepting either one of those, it's more of- what? I don't know. Maybe we knew that we could live longer if we let go of each other in 2004 and look, that's what's happening now. We are miles and miles apart and we both know that we can't support a long-distance lovapalooza. I guess, well I know so that it's better put this way: we are more than friends... and less than lovers. Great :)

"So dalawa na kaming baby mo?!" said Carl yesterday.
Carl is my sweet bottom, yeah, he's a part of both my past and present. I still call him 'baby' though I know we're not together anymore. He's so far the last guy I had a relationship (to think that Drew and I are just M.T.F.&.L.T.L) you know. So there. Ewan ko, sobrang sungit nitong taong 'to. Palagi ko siyang sinasabihan ng 'malandi' and stuff like that. Palagi niya ako inaaway. Sinampal pa niya ako noong huli kami nagkita, 2 weeks ago. Pero ang cute. Turn on sa akin ang kasungitan niya. Hehe :) peace!

Now what?! Still I'm single--- and ready to mingle. Yuck. Hehe :)

I was at Kimmer and his guy Marco's Christmas gathering last night in Makati and I had fun nonetheless except for the fact that na hindi ako nakapag yosi because I'm so not feeling well. Damn it.

The new Avril Lavigne is good. Will somebody give me a My Chemical Romance CD for Christmas?! Mwah :)

It's much better to face these kinds of things-
with a sense of poise and rationality.


I'm so bored. Sick. Yes, I'm so not feeling well. Bite me!
I'm going to Kimmer's party later. Hope I'd have fun :)

Let's talk about material things. I don't know what I exactly want for christmas... or maybe- I don't want to know what I want because at the back of my mind I know I'll never get the chance to have them. If a millionaire asks me what I'm wishing for, I'd cry for a new phone, yeap, either one of these will satisfy me, or an iPod- yes, I don't have one- poor me. Not a necessity though, but it is for music lovers like me. I'd ask for a car or for a condo unit. Hehe. Sarap mangarap. Now, suppose a fairy would be the one to grant me wishes, I'd ask for what?!- for my body to gain some more mass; for me not to look super stressed when I'm loaded with tasks; good and faithful men around; contentment and happiness. Merry christmas everyone! Stay happy and blessed! 


Oh, I'm a big fan of the MMFF. I have to say that the "ZsaZsa Zathurna" trailer is nice! I don't like Pops but I guess she's going to prove something in this film. I want to watch "Super Noypi!" I love Katrina Halili! :) Mano Po 5 is bad! Angel and Richard?! No more big names aside from LT and Tirso?! Gee. But my beloved Irma Adlawan is a part of that film. Hehe :)

DREW has been a part of my life since my first year as a college student in UST. He might not be the first guy to tour me around the campus but surely, he was the first to give me a red rose... in front of my college friends. We entered in a young-at-heart kind of a relationship 17th of June 2004 and it lasted for 21 days. After that moment in my life, Drew lived a new life with a number of new faces in his life. I, on the other end lived my life with ONE the most wonderful men I've known- whom I went into a relationship with that lasted for 8 months. Drew went to Baguio in 2005 and decided to stay there until he finishes college with a degree in Nursing. We never failed to update each other about the blacks and whites in our lives. Oct. 17, 2005, Drew dropped a visit in Manila, that was the last time I saw him until I went to Baguio for a seminar last November 25th of this year. From then on, memories were made.

This is the guy who "DREW" my "ARDENistic" life! 

After a super rough day yesterday and this drama about my friends not being there when I need them most (for all their attention are on that million-dollar Faculty Show), I received this call from Lilibeth- one of the two bestest friends I've known- informing me that she's in UST with her bands. So I rushed to the Medicine Auditorium and stayed in the backstage with the bands for the Biology society event. FYI: this friend of mine happens to be the RM of Soupstar bands Sandwich, Callalily and Imago who were all there last night at the event. The vocalist of CALLALILY indeed is handsome but the guitarist, Tatsi is hot! Damn. I'M NOT an OPM band person that's why I don't really pay attention to their faces on TV. I finally met Imago's lead and Raimond Marasigan of Sandwich! Hehe. I love Sandwich. I love DVD-X, especially the version with Myrene on vocals.

I have found much respect for you guys and less respect for myself.
Again, I'm sorry, I'm very thankful for you all and congratulations for the work ethics.

The pre-pageant is moved to December 18. Help. Support. Blessed be.


God, sometimes I hate my friends. Where are you when I need you most? Thanks.

This day is so frustrating... and so is everything. I look so ugly, so worried, like I have lots of things in my head and one by one, they're sucking all the liquids from my system. 

(1) The Mr. & Ms. AB pre-pageant happens tomorrow ALREADY and the budget from the Dean's office hasn't been released yet. ABONO to the fullest. The venue is HELL- it is a WHAT?!- an 80-seater place. Hello?! The DECEMBER 19 event (Coronation Night) is moved to January god-knows-when because of this conflict with the Faculty of Pharmacy.  I'm stressed mentally. I don't care if I had to walk a lot of things but the 'thinking' part is what makes everything backbreaking, stressful. Ass.

(2) The 'haven' I consider here in AB (second to which are my ABSC and SDP family) is my circle- the GEE Family and apparently, everything is drifting apart. The fuck. So what's the issue, morning glory, huh?! Why can't you/ I/ we blurt every thing out and fix them one by one. Is it as hard as my d*ck when I saw Carl earlier?! Hindi naman, diba? Please.




Mr. Brightside and Welcome To Black Parade are my "love-making" soundtracks. Just thought of that.

A good man is so hard to find... but-

a hard man is so good to find.

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I'M SO STRESSED.
MR. & MS. AB IS CRAZY... BUT FUN!
I HAVEN'T HAD A GOOD MEAL SINCE 8AM!

BAGUIO is the witness to how UST student leaders left all their worries in Manila and became "ordinary students" even for a short span of 4 days and 3 nights... and PACSA (Philippine Association of Campus Students and Advisers) made our stay in the cold mountains of Benguet possible. 

Just a thought: did we really go there for a seminar? Answer it yourself :)
By the way, this is a nationwide thing and yes, we made friends with people around the archipelago, fun!

AB Student Council Secretary Ate Cords, the super hot PRO,
UST- SOCC Asst. Treasurer Jason, ABSC Treasurer Niña,
ABSC Auditor Eddy and Professor Jon Olivar



ABSC Family with President Kuya Milfen
Merry Christmas from Baguio, Ate Renee (VP-Ex) and JC (VP-Int)